I went to the Doctor on Wed. My foot has been hurting me our last 2 - 3 runs. I got up that morning thinking I was stupid to even go in, my foot didn't even hurt. After pushing and prodding and x-rays and and ultrasound the Doctor told me I have a stress fracture in my foot. He called it a high risk stress fracture and told me I need to take it easy for THE NEXT 3 MONTHS!!! So I am supposed to run in like 9 days right?? Nope.
I realize that in the whole scheme of life, this is just a small bump, but it seems to be throwing me for quite a loop. I feel like crying, I am frustrated with this body of mine that seems to continue to fail me in small ways. I have been running, and running and running getting ready for this race since January. I finished my long run and was ready! Aghhhhh!
So here I am now, finding a new way for the next 3 months. I saw Jen this morning off to do her run as I pulled into my drive and wanted to bawl my eyes out. I listen to K-Love now and then and I was listening to it this morning and on came this song called Good Morning just as I passed Jen and pulled into my garage.
It's a good morning!
Wake up to a brand new day
This morning,
I'm stepping, stepping on my way
Good morning,
You give me strength,
you give me just what I need
And I can feel the hope that's rising up in me.
It's a good morning
Now I'm smiling, and I'm kissing all my worries goodbye
Got the feeling, if I spread my wings I might even fly
You are my truth, my way
Give me the strength to say
Get up, get up, get up
Cause it's a good morning, hey
As I was driving home from taking my kids to school I looked around and felt so blessed to live where I live, to drive up the hill to my house and see the green trees and the sun peaking around the mountain. I am alive, I can walk and talk and all my body parts work so I can accomplish the things I NEED to. I have healthy kids, a wonderful husband, supportive family, the greatest friends in the world and a Heavenly Father who loves me despite all my flaws.
It is a good morning!
1 comment:
Gosh sorry about the fracture! So sad you can't run in your race but you have got a great attitude!
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